off

well, i am here at the computer again trying to find words, but the attempt will likely be in vain. i am a little off and i have been for a few days now. i am suffering an internal disillusionment that tends to annihilate all ability to respond to the world around me.
on friday night, i went to a play. it was incredible and important and beautiful but it completely wrecked me. when my words come back, i will write a post about it.
on saturday night, i went to North Country. rage. i will never have words for that.
i am activating my internal censor and recognizing that i should wait to write/post until such a time as i can be sure to not regret or be embarrassed by my behavior.