just so tired

today i am extremely tired and still a little bit sickly. i can't sleep at night so i sort of stumble through the day on autopilot, resting as best i can while still standing and talking. i am frustrated with this situation and thus, might be just a little bit crabby. when i am a little bit crabby, i tend to be a little bit negative. this is just a warning: a crabby, cold, sick, sleep-deprived girl is writing this. that said, this seems like a good day to offer a list of the things that i am just so fucking tired of...

1. i am tired of subzero temperatures.
2. i am tired of people asking me if i am "cold enough".
3. i am tired of working all the time.
4. i am tired of making "skinny" sugarfree vanilla lattes.
5. i am tired of small talk.
6. i am tired of pretending not to be offended.
7. i am tired of being asked if i am married.
8. i am tired of never talking about the things that matter to me.
9. i am tired of living in a town where a monster truck show is front page news.
10. i am tired of waiting.